An Official Apology
It's been a while since the chat's been removed and the dead wiki has been all but buried. And as the wiki has had some signs of life, though small, I believe that I must do this now. I do not ask for forgiveness anymore. My goal is to swallow my pride and face the facts.
I was one of the original people here on this wiki, and I was also one of the major contributers of it's downfall. Everything was fine and dandy until I joined and made a colossal error in judgement that fucked this site over so badly it can't use it's legs to support it anymore. It's like the butterfly effect- a butterfly flapping it's wings one place causes a snowstorm somewhere else, you know? If the butterfly never flapped it's wings (if I never opened my mouth) the snowstorm (downfall) would have never have happened. My idiotic child mind chose to release the information regarding the wiki to Trollpasta. Therefore, I was infected with a... virus, of sorts.
I'm well aware this will not be kept from TPW, and I don't mean anything negative as of now. And I do know that this may be concerned as "taking a website too seriously." I understand that it may be that way. But hey, I fucked up and was a dumbass, so I'm taking responsibility for it. Hoping you will too.
Anyway, that began this feud between Starpolar and Trollpasta. Nothing but fights, drama, a few "raiding" incidents that are rather controversial on both ends of the spectrum. I had 2 choices in this ordeal: side with the people who were gonna stick up for me and I cared about, or side with the majority and the people I have never been on very good terms with.
Guess who I chose.
Evidently, I stuck with the crowd and so began it's destruction and my many mistakes. I went against my former friends, did things I now regret doing, even changed myself entirely. (Trollpasta's gonna be made out to be the bad guys here. Sorry, TPW, you guys are fun, but I don't think I should act like you were innocent.) The virus was controlling me on this site- and it didn't work.
It's a wonder I'm not on the horrendously bad side of TPW. Well, not like I was. I was nothing but a poser, a puppet of sorts, the virus controlling my strings. And now, as everything is pretty much done, my apology is well overdue. I had fucked up all my chances, and nothing was ever said to account for it. Again, forgiveness is rather tough to give. I am merely apologizing to accept responsibility and account for what I have done. Here goes.
I would like to apologize to the wiki by making poor choices and siding with the wrong people, leading to it's complete downfall and ruining many relationships. I am also sorry to those I may have affected and destroyed trusts with.
Now that that's over, I would like to apologize to TPW briefly for making them out to be some facist pieces of shit. You're fun to hang out with, but I needed to be honest and accept responsibility for my actions, and I hope you might too.
Thank you and good day.